Scare of eating

It looks like the chemotherapy is taking a second gasp over me. After yesterday I felt calmer, today it was more present, my fingers were with pin and needles, and I was just very very tired. I decided to take the course of antibiotic, to prevent more problems, I have been with fever and sore throat. Difficult is also to taste and enjoy a proper meal, I do have appetite, but always after a meal I struggle with colics, which ruins the pleasure of the food. I can say that I am scare of eating.
In the evening we had a visit of our friends Shubhi and Tom, it has been a while since last time, it was lovely to see them with energy.